About Me

I'm a person that eats, sleeps, slacks, procrastinate, talks, walks, writes, types, listens to music, watches anime, ipods all the way, doesn't have a watch, snacks, whacks, observes, dreams and
last but not least BITES!! rawr XD

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Oh well.
oh don't read if you're happy or wadnot..
it might just bring u down.. =_=

As you would have heard from my adamant grumbling
my laptop has been broken for 2/3 weeks now...
Can u imagine being without the internet? no music?
no drama? no manga? no chatting?

Just pure boredom in it's most original form.
Your mind starts to wonder..
Waiting for time to tick by..
You think hour's aren't that long anymore.
Just a milisecond from a lifespan
There's nothing to look forward to..
Just an impending doom of dull life.

Nothing seems to spark your interest.
You go day in and day out.. like a zombie.
Then you meet people, in hope for some comfort to no avail.
They all seem closed. Like a lock.
Their shields up so high it reaches the sky.
You keep knocking.. and if you get lucky..
you leave a crack on their glass doors.
But that is all .. nothing more.

You think and think in circles.
you wonder just to pass the time..
what has life come to?
what's worth it?

Harlo.. this is just some of the crap I think about
which has been keeping me awake at night..
It's not like I have insomnia.. it's more of an
excess of energy for such boring days.

Seems like theres 3 group assignments this sem..
None seem to be friendly.. sighs..
Really I really don't like uni.
Why did I come here.. knowing my fate.
I knew aust would be fuck boring.
I knew it a long time before I came..
Oh well I wanted to rant alot earlier..
but it seems all that are coming out
are notes of self pity .

Hmmm I feel like I'm wasting precious time
that I should be spending with my family.
THERES NOTHING INTERESTING TO DO HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh and thank you to all the friends that remembered me!
Shout outs to Yin Mei and Sandra!!
Although I still don't fully understand YM's msg.. haha
I appreciate it. I appreciate meeting u. It's hard sometimes to find people
to connect to.. and although I may not be very good at expressing emotions
in words.

I keep complaining. What do I have to complain about?
I just keep thinking there much be something more to life.
Sometimes I think I should go be a thrill seeker.. with nothing to lose.
Oh how I miss the adrenaline rush.
Things are slow and fuck boring here..
My brain goes sluggish and sometimes I think different things..
like contradictionary things... its confusing, stupid and annoying..

People who actually remembered this miniscule person
out of randomness or just kindness..
Oh how it lacks kindness over here.

ok I'll go jump into a sea bed of sharks now.

p.s I met an annoying person yesterday.. who was judgemental
and had injected too much sarcasm into a conversation.. like @ every turn.

crap no mood to do any assignments..
I should go home and rot now.

sry if the post is confusing... my brain ain't working properly now.. back to top?